Ya, Friday night off, but today is already Sunday, and yesterday is Saturday but my mood just swing like no bodies business, ya, it's like having a period, wrong sence of direction, undecisive and just frastration for don't know what the hell is good on, and after follow with crazy thinking like hell of don't know what going on next, crazy or nut should I said.
Friday off supposed to be in the mood and happy, but then just feel one kind of "no form" like my friend said, "song hong buay ki"(hokkien), but it's not that song hong or what just don't have the "sim cheng", then my friend just push his luck asking to go G (Geyland la), maybe see or chit chat with some CD (China Doll la), sim cheng may change, that's what i was thinking also, but leh my replied to my friend is "later I message again to tell what time I pick you up" doesn't happen cause I just can't be bother to go out, no mood loh.
Next thing is my phone ring at 1+ am Saturday morning, first thing I heard is "KNN, CCB, you CB asked me to wait for your message, do you know what time now, tomorrow morning I got to work you know, you think you "tai zhi" is it, I don't puay tai zhi you know, even you want to got later early at 3-4 am, you go "chia ka ki la" CB" then I just "huh" he get more TL and scolded me "FUCK YOU LA", I quickly apologies " sorry brother sorry, forget la, I was thinking later, and don't know you got work ma, you proposed G ma, so it's just simply and automatic you don't work Saturday ma."
He lagi TL, and the same words from him again, what else FUCK YOU lor. Then he just said if I want now if not called it off, I hesitated awhile thinking want or don't want, it's just kind of lazy winning again the so called song hong, then I just make no sence excuses saying, still early leh, now this hour "bo cai one la", he then just ok la, you go yourself la, CKL, ki koon liao la, he hanged up.
That's it you think later I go, NO, just feel sleepy and doze off like that till next morning 10+, just as I woke up, my mum happen to walk into my room, you see ha, Friday my another friend bring me a 3 x 3 cupboard I asked him 2 days ago before Friday as they are shifting offices to Jurong from Changi, cause I leave the TOO at the main entrance of my home that doesn't not block the way and told and informed my mum the too for what use and I will duel with it. Like I said she walk into my room start asking me question about the too while I still on the bed, mental knock out, my mind set just blow off, Hello ma, can you ask later or at least let me finished my wash up, I have told you about the too on Friday evening leh, you kan cheong what la, my tone is abit loud and frastration is there also, she start her nonsence again, /">zxi*#$%@ao!>/+*, not a single words I capture cause my mind is in a blank, wanting to tell her off but then cannot, so walk out of my room and go kick the damn TOO, ya ya I know who get hurt, me lor and it's from my mum creation lor, the morning mood should be good and it's spoiled, my last sentence to her is, you don't the too, leave it there, I'll handle next 2 -3 days time.
Part 1 first, got to attend to call for rescue for water pipe burst toswitch off the control panel switch.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Finally The Final Game
SO, WHAT WILL BE THE SCORE BETWEEN MANCHESTER UNITED VS BARCELONA IN TONIGHT UEFA CHAMPION LEDGUE PLAY AT ROME, ITALY
I'M PREDICTING THE SCORE OF 2-2 FULL TIME AND THEN INTO EXTRA TIME OF MANCHESTER UNITED WINNER BY 1 GOAL AT 3-2
SOUND VERY LOGIC HOR, LOOKS LIKE IT'S GOING THIS WAY AND THE WAY IT WORK OUT LIKE 1999 WHEN MANCHESTER FACED BAYAN MUNICH IN THE SAME FINAL, BUT ONLY THAT TONIGHT IS BARCELONA, HEE HEE WILL IT HAPPEN???
I'M PREDICTING THE SCORE OF 2-2 FULL TIME AND THEN INTO EXTRA TIME OF MANCHESTER UNITED WINNER BY 1 GOAL AT 3-2
SOUND VERY LOGIC HOR, LOOKS LIKE IT'S GOING THIS WAY AND THE WAY IT WORK OUT LIKE 1999 WHEN MANCHESTER FACED BAYAN MUNICH IN THE SAME FINAL, BUT ONLY THAT TONIGHT IS BARCELONA, HEE HEE WILL IT HAPPEN???
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Living Standard
Have any one ever think of this, "If you are rich, you should live better in a bigger house or a condo unit or a HDB flat?" Give me your though after considerating this question, it appear to me that most of them will do the best and live good.
Ever consider the questions of prices, comfort, assessibilities, happiness, security and finiancial. This had strike my thinking even till now, ya ya I live in a HDB ever since after moved out and change from a kampong lifestyle, never ever stay in a condo, landed property or something like that.
So does that mean your status will be higher and respected? Or just a cover up? Maybe I should say "Higher than normal folks 1 or 2 level up?" should you be treated special if you went for makan makan in resturants, or eatery ONLY at high class places, no food court, no kopitiam that sort of places?
Well, why I asked, don't know either. Could be my jealousy, my unstable mentality, my frustration, my injustified thinking or blame it on my life, or rather why I born to be poor and not rich leh? or maybe (in hockkien) "mia chwee bo ho leh" etc. etc.
Never mind what I wrote or said, just this "Are you or rather LOADED or not and how will you live your life?" Does HEALTH concern most than CASH? If you are loaded and a bloody sick person since young or birth, what is next, or if you are not loaded and a sick person.
CONTRADICTING....I THINK SO.......NEVER SMOOTH IN LIFE....TAKE A THOUGHT.
I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M WRITING ABOUT, HA HA HA HA HA
ADIOUS
Ever consider the questions of prices, comfort, assessibilities, happiness, security and finiancial. This had strike my thinking even till now, ya ya I live in a HDB ever since after moved out and change from a kampong lifestyle, never ever stay in a condo, landed property or something like that.
So does that mean your status will be higher and respected? Or just a cover up? Maybe I should say "Higher than normal folks 1 or 2 level up?" should you be treated special if you went for makan makan in resturants, or eatery ONLY at high class places, no food court, no kopitiam that sort of places?
Well, why I asked, don't know either. Could be my jealousy, my unstable mentality, my frustration, my injustified thinking or blame it on my life, or rather why I born to be poor and not rich leh? or maybe (in hockkien) "mia chwee bo ho leh" etc. etc.
Never mind what I wrote or said, just this "Are you or rather LOADED or not and how will you live your life?" Does HEALTH concern most than CASH? If you are loaded and a bloody sick person since young or birth, what is next, or if you are not loaded and a sick person.
CONTRADICTING....I THINK SO.......NEVER SMOOTH IN LIFE....TAKE A THOUGHT.
I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M WRITING ABOUT, HA HA HA HA HA
ADIOUS
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Working Responsibility
As of my last blog posted, ya, ya, me in security line, my kaki is thinking that my job is damn simple, sit around but remember don't shit around, and that will cause you another set of problem, staffs turn around very very fast and high demand in this trade.
Sitting around are not really what you peoples think so, as a responsibility person even if it's in the day shift or night shift, you still got to preformance the duty assigned to you. You see huh, peoples tence to think that security is damn easy and switch off "kang", that's what the concept is all about in the society.
Me now are labelled " Seow On" by my group in the night shift, reason very simple, I stick to the assignment given and order them to performance and be alert, at times they just doze off, even to the extend I walk and stand right in front of them, still they ZZZzzz then I'll purposely step on dry leave or make some sound to wake them, cause they just in their dreamland.
Now you must be thinking, hell Lao Hero no wonder these 2 weeks blogging or comment la all in the wee wee hours, ya lor, me in night shift and sleep sweet in the day lor. Remember, night shift easily feel hungry, must be in control of the consumtion and heavy eye lip, sleepy lor. So I'll start to walk around and do some patrolling and check on area, that's what I'b doing the last 2-3 weeks, and that's the reason I always caught peoples sleeping like a baby. Then you think my "seow on" how to come about.
Me sometimes will go around checking on car park and issued warning ticket for those without label la, sensor transponder la, issued visitor list la and temporary parking cards displayed on the dashboard or windscreen, next morning owner will appeared infront on me or my day shift supervisor, "hello, what is this for", now where is this heading to, instruction passed down from the management, zoom.... divert the issues there, wash hand.
Well, this are part of the job and there are many more to learn and in case of emergency how to handle and implyment the experience into usage, difference assignment had a difference set of handling and requirement to follow. Ya, no doubt high demand and yet so little manpower in this trade cause why "THE PAY TOO LOW" yet working on holiday, and 12 hours shift, now is my job easy?
To be a security officer, you still need to attend class and assessment before you can collect you security pass, that as well your background will be scan by CID and security warrent issue to us. There is even security diploma and degree for securitymanagement course. During duty, every detail of assignment will be reported in the control book, that is the proof of deployment of every security officer.
Security job is not what peoples use to said in the early day, called "jiagar", can any one remember how do a jiagar work like, try recalling and I know it and I leave the imagination to your own discreetion. And don't be too fancy like in the movie, Sam Hui, Ricky Hui and Samual Hui that type also, it won't happen in this small dot, in security there is various operation post and that is under the SPF regulation and requirement. Anyway in these modern security world, technologies and standard had improved, requirement and knowledge had also increased and improved.
But there is also black sheep and si bei jia luc one also, beyond imagination type, I don't know why they are employed, but the new regulation is the SPF officer will conduct regular check on assignement at location, if got caught not complying to the requirement, dimerit point will be given and it something like driving standard procedure, more serious is like drink driving kena "guntong" lor.
Well, coming 6 am, most of them be waking up, so I stop liao lah, hee hee, ng keng ng keng lok tim, hee hee 2 more hours and I'm off duty.
Adious
Sitting around are not really what you peoples think so, as a responsibility person even if it's in the day shift or night shift, you still got to preformance the duty assigned to you. You see huh, peoples tence to think that security is damn easy and switch off "kang", that's what the concept is all about in the society.
Me now are labelled " Seow On" by my group in the night shift, reason very simple, I stick to the assignment given and order them to performance and be alert, at times they just doze off, even to the extend I walk and stand right in front of them, still they ZZZzzz then I'll purposely step on dry leave or make some sound to wake them, cause they just in their dreamland.
Now you must be thinking, hell Lao Hero no wonder these 2 weeks blogging or comment la all in the wee wee hours, ya lor, me in night shift and sleep sweet in the day lor. Remember, night shift easily feel hungry, must be in control of the consumtion and heavy eye lip, sleepy lor. So I'll start to walk around and do some patrolling and check on area, that's what I'b doing the last 2-3 weeks, and that's the reason I always caught peoples sleeping like a baby. Then you think my "seow on" how to come about.
Me sometimes will go around checking on car park and issued warning ticket for those without label la, sensor transponder la, issued visitor list la and temporary parking cards displayed on the dashboard or windscreen, next morning owner will appeared infront on me or my day shift supervisor, "hello, what is this for", now where is this heading to, instruction passed down from the management, zoom.... divert the issues there, wash hand.
Well, this are part of the job and there are many more to learn and in case of emergency how to handle and implyment the experience into usage, difference assignment had a difference set of handling and requirement to follow. Ya, no doubt high demand and yet so little manpower in this trade cause why "THE PAY TOO LOW" yet working on holiday, and 12 hours shift, now is my job easy?
To be a security officer, you still need to attend class and assessment before you can collect you security pass, that as well your background will be scan by CID and security warrent issue to us. There is even security diploma and degree for securitymanagement course. During duty, every detail of assignment will be reported in the control book, that is the proof of deployment of every security officer.
Security job is not what peoples use to said in the early day, called "jiagar", can any one remember how do a jiagar work like, try recalling and I know it and I leave the imagination to your own discreetion. And don't be too fancy like in the movie, Sam Hui, Ricky Hui and Samual Hui that type also, it won't happen in this small dot, in security there is various operation post and that is under the SPF regulation and requirement. Anyway in these modern security world, technologies and standard had improved, requirement and knowledge had also increased and improved.
But there is also black sheep and si bei jia luc one also, beyond imagination type, I don't know why they are employed, but the new regulation is the SPF officer will conduct regular check on assignement at location, if got caught not complying to the requirement, dimerit point will be given and it something like driving standard procedure, more serious is like drink driving kena "guntong" lor.
Well, coming 6 am, most of them be waking up, so I stop liao lah, hee hee, ng keng ng keng lok tim, hee hee 2 more hours and I'm off duty.
Adious
Sunday, May 17, 2009
I'm Back
Well, ever since Feb 4 2009, the last I wrote and the MIA, no la, it's just that I'm jobless and unemploy, searching high and low for work then sikali economic crisis, what the hell, following is I ADMITTED TO HOSPITAL, why, good too much water consumed and jammed up, WATER RETENTION.
WATER RETENTION, hell don't ignore it, it causes failure in kidney, liver and heart, that why I'm admitted but I walk in to admit myself, refer by my GP, seriously warned me must go immediately, if not I call ambulance take me there, ha ha cannot die then walk in admitted lor.
Check BP, kidney, liver, heart and then hor the doctor said he will use "KY", please hor not on my back hole, then I ask "then where?", "your birdie hole" he replied, "what the F..." "well, a little pain, bare with it" and he start to rub the KY then push in the tube. Yo yo yo yes a little but not that compare to initial needle poke in when donating blood,
I wonder how long had he push in the tube, these I notice only after the nurse pull out the tube, hell man a ruler lenght up to my stomach and suck out very very slowly with a equipment, beginning it's damn very uneasy and un comfortable, the feel is like you wanted to urine and like you let it go it spread all over your pants, but it's not, it's was actually suck into a plastic bag hanging by your bedside, 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5 litres in all sucked out, it's take me more then 48 hours uneasiness.
Beside they wake you up in the middle of the night at least 2 times, 1 to withdraw the so called "fasting blood for test" hell that's really pain, they do it on the vain man, and if they are not good so call expert, you'll be cursing inside, 1 needle tube they retrieve, you may be poke 2-3 times and the needle is about 1 and half inches, 2 is BP check. the poking resulted my both are are all needle holes with blue-black, holes on the elbow joint, wrist and between this 2 parts also have leh, up till now I still have a mark on my left arm leh.
Ha, ha the best part is legally I was stripe infront of young girls (trained and student nurse la, don't think oterwise hor)for them to "DRY CLEAN" your whole body, ha ha they even joke and tell you "Uncle, don't be malu hor" hell what malu, I worry got "reaction" only even with tube still in "there", don't ask where is "there", "there" lor.
This is my first experience that every morning I have to consume 13 tablet at 1 go, no afternoon or evening medcine, only morning, on the 2nd day I already make noise cannot "tahan liao" when then can I got down on my feet, 3rd day la as from the staff nurse.
That's when I know it's 1 ruler lenght and the tube size is like you know home aquarium fish tank they use to blow bubble that kind of tube, ya, you got it, that thickness, and from 3rd onward is they keep pushing you to this lab la, that lab la, checked this la, test that la, scan this la, scope that la, and until I also blur blur when they told me to sign up AIDS test la and Cardioscope test (forgotten the actually name), AIDS I'm CLEAN ok, Cardio is they poke a needle through your wrist that kind show in TV programm to your heart and scope and baloon to check if there is blockage or choke, and I'M Clear, ya. Don't be too happy, 1 day water consumtion allow is less than a litre, wa lau, like that I be damn thirsty everyday, No choice, who ask to fall sick and drink so much.
Well till now I'm still under medication, and started work in a security firm
WATER RETENTION, hell don't ignore it, it causes failure in kidney, liver and heart, that why I'm admitted but I walk in to admit myself, refer by my GP, seriously warned me must go immediately, if not I call ambulance take me there, ha ha cannot die then walk in admitted lor.
Check BP, kidney, liver, heart and then hor the doctor said he will use "KY", please hor not on my back hole, then I ask "then where?", "your birdie hole" he replied, "what the F..." "well, a little pain, bare with it" and he start to rub the KY then push in the tube. Yo yo yo yes a little but not that compare to initial needle poke in when donating blood,
I wonder how long had he push in the tube, these I notice only after the nurse pull out the tube, hell man a ruler lenght up to my stomach and suck out very very slowly with a equipment, beginning it's damn very uneasy and un comfortable, the feel is like you wanted to urine and like you let it go it spread all over your pants, but it's not, it's was actually suck into a plastic bag hanging by your bedside, 1, 2, 3, 4 and 5 litres in all sucked out, it's take me more then 48 hours uneasiness.
Beside they wake you up in the middle of the night at least 2 times, 1 to withdraw the so called "fasting blood for test" hell that's really pain, they do it on the vain man, and if they are not good so call expert, you'll be cursing inside, 1 needle tube they retrieve, you may be poke 2-3 times and the needle is about 1 and half inches, 2 is BP check. the poking resulted my both are are all needle holes with blue-black, holes on the elbow joint, wrist and between this 2 parts also have leh, up till now I still have a mark on my left arm leh.
Ha, ha the best part is legally I was stripe infront of young girls (trained and student nurse la, don't think oterwise hor)for them to "DRY CLEAN" your whole body, ha ha they even joke and tell you "Uncle, don't be malu hor" hell what malu, I worry got "reaction" only even with tube still in "there", don't ask where is "there", "there" lor.
This is my first experience that every morning I have to consume 13 tablet at 1 go, no afternoon or evening medcine, only morning, on the 2nd day I already make noise cannot "tahan liao" when then can I got down on my feet, 3rd day la as from the staff nurse.
That's when I know it's 1 ruler lenght and the tube size is like you know home aquarium fish tank they use to blow bubble that kind of tube, ya, you got it, that thickness, and from 3rd onward is they keep pushing you to this lab la, that lab la, checked this la, test that la, scan this la, scope that la, and until I also blur blur when they told me to sign up AIDS test la and Cardioscope test (forgotten the actually name), AIDS I'm CLEAN ok, Cardio is they poke a needle through your wrist that kind show in TV programm to your heart and scope and baloon to check if there is blockage or choke, and I'M Clear, ya. Don't be too happy, 1 day water consumtion allow is less than a litre, wa lau, like that I be damn thirsty everyday, No choice, who ask to fall sick and drink so much.
Well till now I'm still under medication, and started work in a security firm
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